I'm really not sure where to go, what to do or how to fix things. I've been drinking alot recently, its affecting my life. It's 6:30 in the morning and I'm thinking about getting drunk already, I don't feel like I have anyone to turn to so I figured I would just post something on here. I've tried AA meetings, I've been to some outpatient type stuff, I don't feel like any of it works. I just want to feel good about my self and I can't seem to find a way to do that.