Originally Posted by One Arm Steve
I'm a control freak. When something happens I don't like I'm quick to blame others when the fault lies with me. I need to let that shit go before it destroys me. Asking for guidance and letting go. Not as easy as it sounds.......
To deal with your fault, I would encourage you to find forgiveness. But this would be a long discussion for that, and will if you want.
My encouragement for you is to medidate on Psalm 34:8
Taste and see that the LORD is good; blessed is the man who takes refuge in him.