no offense against religion or religious people, but dude you seriously need to lay of the juice. you sound as crazy as those religious weirdos standing at the street corner screaming at people as loud as they can.
but personally i believe there is no such thing as a almighty carring god that makes miracles happen and heals people. it's called life and coincidences.
yeah i'm sure there is "something" that made earth and everything in it, but it's nothing more than something playing with legos.